If You’re in It Right Now,

I’m Here for You.

If you’ve found yourself in the midst of a spiritual awakening, a Dark Night of the Soul, or a disorienting shift in consciousness, you don’t have to navigate it alone.

Whether your experience was sparked by plant medicine, a sudden life event, or an internal unraveling you didn’t ask for, you deserve trauma-informed support that understands the territory.

I offer 1:1 coaching sessions for those moving through spiritual emergence, existential crisis, or psychospiritual emergency.

Together, we’ll work gently and powerfully with:

  • Grounding and regulating the nervous system

  • Making sense of what you're experiencing (without pathologizing it)

  • Integrating insights and altered states

  • Building safety, trust, and resilience during intense transformation

  • Navigating fear, grief, and ego dissolution with compassion

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You are not broken.

You are becoming.

You Might Be Experiencing a Spiritual Awakening
or Dark Night of the Soul If...

  • You may experience sudden waves of sadness, grief, or meaninglessness without clear cause. Life feels heavy, confusing, or void of purpose.

  • Your identity, roles, and beliefs begin to fall apart. What used to define you no longer feels true or satisfying.

  • You feel more reactive or permeable to emotions, energy, sound, light, or the suffering of others. The world feels louder, more intense.

  • A strong inner call toward truth, freedom, Source, or “home” is awakening. You may feel like something larger is trying to emerge through you.

  • Trauma, shame, grief, or anger begin to emerge. It can feel chaotic, like emotional purging or inner warfare.

  • You might feel detached from your body, surroundings, or time itself—like you're observing life rather than living it.

  • Tingling, pressure, vibrations, spontaneous movements, or waves of energy may occur in your body without clear explanation.

  • You may have difficulty sleeping, experience intense or symbolic dreams, or feel energetically unsettled at night.

  • Social withdrawal, isolation, or a sense of being misunderstood may arise. Old relationships may no longer feel aligned.

  • You’re suddenly drawn to spiritual teachings, metaphysical ideas, or altered states of consciousness as you seek meaning.

  • What used to interest or excite you now feels empty or irrelevant. Daily routines may feel draining or pointless.

  • You notice patterns, “downloads,” or meaningful coincidences that seem to reflect or guide your inner process.

Guided Support Through Spiritual Awakening,
Crisis and Emergence

If you're navigating a spiritual awakening, dark night of the soul, existential crisis, or psychospiritual emergency—you are not alone. These experiences can feel overwhelming, disorienting, and even terrifying. But with the right support, they can also be gateways to profound healing, transformation, and personal liberation.

I offer experienced, trauma-informed coaching for individuals moving through the liminal and often unspoken territory of awakening. Whether it was catalyzed by meditation, psychedelics, grief, illness, or a spontaneous inner shift—you deserve compassionate support as you integrate what’s being revealed.

How I Support Clients in Crisis and Emergence

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As a trauma-informed coach with personal experience in these realms, I hold space with deep compassion and nonjudgment. I support clients in:

  • Validating their experience and reminding them they are not alone or broken

  • Understanding the transformational nature of spiritual crisis

  • Calming and regulating the nervous system through somatic practices

  • Building trust and surrender through grounding and embodiment

  • Integrating insights, fears, and altered states into day-to-day life

  • Creating new inner and outer structures to support the next phase of the journey

Turn the Chaos Into Clarity

You Don’t Have to Navigate This Alone

Jen’s Story.

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My Journey Through the Abyss

In 2017, after a profound psychedelic journey, I found myself unexpectedly plunged into a year-long descent into what can only be described as the existential void. I experienced intense confusion, derealization, anxiety, and the haunting sense that either I—or the world around me—wasn’t real. I wondered if I was the only “awake” person in a world full of unaware, autopilot robots. It was deeply isolating, and there were moments I feared I was going crazy.

At times, I worried that seeking clinical help would lead to being medicated or institutionalized. I only confided in one trusted friend, who listened with love but didn’t know how to help me. In my search for answers, I discovered the work of Stanislav Grof, particularly The Stormy Search for the Self and Spiritual Emergency. His words were life-changing. I realized that what I was experiencing wasn’t pathology—it was part of a documented, archetypal process of spiritual transformation.

Over time, I came to understand that this "descent"—so reminiscent of the Jungian underworld—is not the end, but a necessary passage. I faced my deepest fears around death and the unknown, and instead of seeking certainty, I began to rest in acceptance and curiosity. What emerged was a more grounded, peaceful version of myself than I had ever known.

This lived experience became one of the greatest gifts of my life—and it now informs how I support others through their own initiatory passages.

Words of Wisdom for the Path

  • "Spiritual emergency is not a sign of psychosis, but a sign of deep transformation waiting to be integrated."

    Stanislav Grof

  • "The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek."

    Joseph Campbell

  • "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be."

    Lao Tzu

  • "Sometimes when you're in a dark place, you think you’ve been buried, but you’ve actually been planted."

    Christine Caine

  • "Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know."

    Pema Chödrön

  • "Every transformation demands as its precondition the ‘end’ of a world—the collapse of an old philosophy of life."

    C.G. Jung

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